Giving up

Can I give up my studies?
I can't concentrate on my studies
And now
I can't even force myself to face the book
Terrible me
Useless me

Another reason
The weather is so terrible
Made me feel so hot
And Made my sick even worse
So I can't concentrate on my studies

Just now I told my mum
I don't know how I gonna die in the mid term exam
She changed the topic in the next second
I don't know whether She did heard what I said

Anyway
Can I give up my studies?
I can't make it to the end
Suffering